my exile

when we talk about love

we think about a couple holding each other and kissing each other
but there is something behind it

for a woman to allow a man to kiss her

for a man to gain a woman trust to kiss her

wht is tht ??

that's love.

it is not selfish and it is not lust

the love, to accept each other for who they are

and how they will stay togather to journey

all in all with God in the picture and He painted it to be

i've had my experiences of

bringing people close to my heart

made a decisions to not open my heart

for i found dissappointment

not to say i'm finding total swirl of change with dazzling light

with light up trees on my pathway

i always hope

hope in Jesus

sharing His unending love

i'll take time

i'll take hope

i'll take love

my pavement gray

i'm back in business

uni started off great
i have classes at 8 in the mornin almost everyday.
i did great, i woke JUST IN TIME.

the following week....
uni crawling off interstingly
i have classes at 8 in the mornin almost everyday
i did bad, i woke ON CLASS TIME.

ahhhh...!!!!
when the alarm goes on-radio
they combine and become part of my dream.
i could not get out
u see i'm a script writer
so....err i wanted to see the outcome of the dream
u know after the
exposition-rising climax-resolution.

bom!! i fall out my bed and do a flash dash
vroom... need for speed on the road
get out of my way
i'm fast and furious.

dear God, give me the discipline
no longer i be slave to my bed and slumber

going to gt more than 1 alarm clock
muahhaha...

big holiday

wow... 2 months holiday no joke

i feel like a potato

so much wanna do....big BUT

it takes effort to do wht u want.

list of things i've been doin...

#1 watch anime

i've been watching vampire knight. new craze

#2 wall climbing

#3 read manga

that would be bleach.

#4 practive piano

exams are in august...ahhh i wanna pengsan because i feel so stress

don't feel i'm good enuf. :(

#5 study for EE

aha... and tryin to find people to share the gospel too...

:)

find a greater purpose being a witness for Christ Jesus, beautiful saviour.!!

tred

come part of me
not let ur voice be raised too high
may you hear me
shh.. for i whisper
walk in but tred softly
you may tred on my dreams
set your eyes away
take not what i'm glancing at
winds of the air
take my breath away
what may my heart beat on
with my very blood flowing through my veins
tred softly

prince charming

as i roll over my bed with a taught
some of my friends have found their prince charming
i have taught when will mine come
although from my mouth i say tht
'men are a waste of time, money and brain power'
oh wells.
i've met all kind of guys
there were moments when i was cloud nine
it was just mere clouds i stood upon
they were temporal
i've always stood to believe and desire
a man who'll love and fear God
a man who has God as number one
if tht priority is made right
his heart will have the compassion to love unconditionally

wow... after watching beauty and the beast
i realize love is not wht the eyes can see to love
but wht the heart knws to love
beyonds what stands before you

i had a wonderful chat session with jessica
tht each may have a moment of celebacy to serve God
then God may bring prince charming in
at the right time

i stand by His word
ALL things works for good to those who love Him
and are called according to His purpose

when you are not looking so hard God will bring him by
:)

portland, oregon

went to mo's and had clam chowder

sigh so sad goin to the beach and it was rainin sniff...

i didn't get to go to the beach i was in the car the whole time and in the restaurant.

oh well at least the food was good hehehe...

BEFORE THAT ... when i touch down portland i went to mulmonah falls wah so super nice

can feels the water droplets in the air

i also went to the tillamack cheese factory and all they do is touch some cheese while the machines do all the work. wow i also wanna work there... :P

this is a nice view. it overlooks the columbia river.wow... everything look so small from where i am.this is the first starbucks.

it's in pike market , seattle.there were some men singin acapelle there.they could really sing. got myself a tall white choc mocha. yum... super sweet

me also went up the space needle ,man.. they really make money,one lift up is 12usd. wow...

this is halle giving me a tight big hug she knew i was leavin soon.

sniff... miss her so much with her silliness heh.. and her making up her own songs

los angeles trip and boise

well hello LA,
i din't really like LA the people aren't as homei as portland :( but i did enjoy myself especially at universal studio and a lil at hollywood walk thats because had uncle weng and aunt traci to come along and teman us :)
this was at the restaurant called bubba gump co. and they sell shrimps i was totally caught by it when i was walking along the street looking a place to eat because this restaurant is inspired by the show called forrest gump. nice show.
tag line: stupid is as stupid does
this is disneyland along the hollywood corner after the great aladdin musical show. the ginie was as funy as he should
mummy on the fairies wheel she got con into the ride thinking it just a mild one but it was NOT TRUE
MUAHAHAHA .... I LIL' gliding here and there
we spent some time at the the tonight show with jay leno wow.. we had robin wiliams in the house along with tenesse williams to publicize the ironman show. it an eyeopener. u can see all the flaws whent u see it on tv its a diff thing hehehe..when commercials are on the musicians will play.
the ski experience was great...!!!
uncle weng was really tryin my skills when i could hardly stop he led me and aunt traci to a steep hill. then aunty traci went"are you crazy she just learn to stop just 2 minutes ago" we were stranded at the top for awhile then i decided there's no way out. i fell alot. almost did a 'yard sa;e' tht is when u fall and all the things on you fall to diff directions. hahaha i enjoyed falling. but the ice was a lil slushy sigh like 7-11 slurpee.
see i made ice balls not snow balls.. hehe

and i also made a snow angel. ola!