christmas... i finally found u

2008 IS COMING TO AN END.
Christmas is about the gift of,
Hope
Love
Joy
Peace
and i find it all and blessed abundantly since my first Christmas , since i found Jesus
His gift
has pull me through rough and bad times,
bring meaning though through happy and jolly times.
His Gift
is the greatest gift ever and worth shouting about
Resounding out on ChristmasDay
a celebrationm an oppurtunity to tell everyone about
the Gift of Christmas

me loverly friends came.. to witness Christmas with me.
there was Miu Kee

There was vonli and sin yee :)

thanks so much for coming.

and all the 'long stories ' .... heh. only we know the long stories as said by miu kee.

BAKING FAILURE

TODAY... i tried to bake gingerbread man

i was really keen about it but i couldn't find molasses(i dunno wht tht is)

the beginning was great

the batter looked smooth and yummy

mum replaced molasses for brown sugar

after putting dough into fridge and shaping

i sweat and worked to shape the gingerbread man to look like this

as it went into the oven it looked like this
WAH!!! so DEPRESSING

but superMummy saved the day

savaged the cookie to look decent once more

hehehe.... i'll bring it for u all to try

those goin for christmas

I AM BACK

After hearing a gazillion complains that my blog is seemingly dead
i decided to resurrect it
wow!! my last blog was like in october.
Now let me try to recollect my thoughts.
i'll just start with my birthday :)

I had crazy people in my party and ones who can't stop eating(food was great)
there was cases of near murder hehehe... kidding la
amelia: oh daddy wht doin u ??
daddy: grrr...


doctor evil and his accomplice Pinky (always thinking of other things while doctor evil think only of destroying the world)

and everyone pen down loverly thought on me burfday card(its huge and thoughful) thanks ko for getting the card.

presenting,

eksAndrea, EEeesther, Duhmichelle

this is THE GROUP PHOTO. the crazy ones.

all me UPM uni mates.. this without the hatthis with the Hat! hehehe... can't escape to all the seniors who kena from the last farewell.how can i forget..Assuntarians(we rock!!) all too hot..

cgodo

this is a very long time ago cgodo(caregroup on the outside)

but yup... i love cgodo. its really a good bonding and breaking time.

and to do crazy things.

also i got to know juin yi a lil more. she thinks i'm funny :)

welll, we also took lotsa photos. its the cg leader's genes within us.

see biri-biri, follow biri-biri

welll tmr got another cgodo. woohoooo looking forward. this time ketua biri-biri is cooking tht's delicia the chef.

urgh...finals + life

ahhh... i'm goin to go bonkers.!!!

study and life with all its conflicts and responsibility

why can't i be a superhero

where all i have to do is save the world

i am ironman!!

to save the world u must.

i've got the weapons, the skills, the pen and paper... :P

ok ..ok back to studies . can stop fantasizing

but one day i shall be a hero

need to find my blanket hang them round my neck..

ah.. taiso calling to study

a walk to remember

different from every girl

still holding on to faith and hope

looking to the star for miracles

the greatest comet experience is

seeing someone's change in heart

from someone who never dance to learn

from someone who never love to learn

so i lay me head back down
and i lift my hands and pray to be only Yours
we know love because He first love us :)

Miracles are possible
greatest witness within the soul of someone.

Kao Shi

in just a moment,
wo yao kao shi hua yu.
in just a few day,
wo jia chi le.
in just a few months,
due bu qi, wo bu che dao jiang hua yu.

hahaha... after all the writing and speaking :P
oh man... i wish i can speak super fluent mandarin when i graduate.
But me friends laugh, ended up conversing in England :(

11yue,6 ri
yao jia chi le..woohooo!!
here i come-wall climbing, mountain hiking, shopping,movie-ing
money,money,money very funny in the rich men's world
all the above possible if money were send down from falling leaves
then turn to rm50 notes
then a ginie would appear and answer my dreams
a car, prince charming,cool shades,a jet
now snap!!
reality....

kao shi guo hou ye ke yi jia chi!

baby galvin

happy birthday to baby galvin

the small and tiny

let not his size deceive you

for his mighty voice and strength

he's Louder and Stronger

and OLA!!

he's now 1 years old

he likes to bable alot now

saying things like

da,dah,da,da,da

ya,yah,ya

then he'll move on to telegraphic speech-

like : cat no sit

then he'll move on to building his grammar

ahah!! baby talk to adult talk

:)

chasing rainbows

are you tired chasing pretty rainbows

are tired spining round round

he never said you'll only see sunshine

he never said there'll be no rain

everyday, one has to make decisions

one way or another

what to act, what to say, what to think

and going through all this decision making one needs so much wisdom

certainly parcels of life involves making mistake

the toughest thing of all

making a wise decision and not let emotion rule over

so ,

give them all

give them all

give them all to Jesus shattered dreams wounded heart, broken

and He will turn ur sorrows into Joy

happy ending

ahah.. nice dialog to put
should i try script writing last time i did so
it was totally formal but i was really into the script
malaysians always casualize them
all the la and ah
why not speak prince and princess language
prince: my fair lady, did the moon pay u a visit that he left the stars in your eyes
princess: oh fair prince, stay on for your voice i yonder more as to sit and listen to birds sing their love songs each morning
prince: for you, i will sail oceans just to catch a glimpse of you. you like the north star and guide my path. my path to true joy and love
princess: leave not, for my heart has abide only to be with you.
malaysian.
prince: my honey,the moon got come and see you ah, i think he forgot and tertinggal some stars in your eyes
princess: oh darling, dun ciou la i wan to hear you talk, its like listening to all the bird come and sing song. all their song like love song wei.
prince: for you ah , i will take the sampan and go across the laut just to come see you, you know. you like the big star, super shiny wan then tell me where to go.
princess: don't go la, i think my heart want you to stay le.

this usually happens when i write the script and what the actor or actress will say.

my exile

when we talk about love

we think about a couple holding each other and kissing each other
but there is something behind it

for a woman to allow a man to kiss her

for a man to gain a woman trust to kiss her

wht is tht ??

that's love.

it is not selfish and it is not lust

the love, to accept each other for who they are

and how they will stay togather to journey

all in all with God in the picture and He painted it to be

i've had my experiences of

bringing people close to my heart

made a decisions to not open my heart

for i found dissappointment

not to say i'm finding total swirl of change with dazzling light

with light up trees on my pathway

i always hope

hope in Jesus

sharing His unending love

i'll take time

i'll take hope

i'll take love

my pavement gray

i'm back in business

uni started off great
i have classes at 8 in the mornin almost everyday.
i did great, i woke JUST IN TIME.

the following week....
uni crawling off interstingly
i have classes at 8 in the mornin almost everyday
i did bad, i woke ON CLASS TIME.

ahhhh...!!!!
when the alarm goes on-radio
they combine and become part of my dream.
i could not get out
u see i'm a script writer
so....err i wanted to see the outcome of the dream
u know after the
exposition-rising climax-resolution.

bom!! i fall out my bed and do a flash dash
vroom... need for speed on the road
get out of my way
i'm fast and furious.

dear God, give me the discipline
no longer i be slave to my bed and slumber

going to gt more than 1 alarm clock
muahhaha...

big holiday

wow... 2 months holiday no joke

i feel like a potato

so much wanna do....big BUT

it takes effort to do wht u want.

list of things i've been doin...

#1 watch anime

i've been watching vampire knight. new craze

#2 wall climbing

#3 read manga

that would be bleach.

#4 practive piano

exams are in august...ahhh i wanna pengsan because i feel so stress

don't feel i'm good enuf. :(

#5 study for EE

aha... and tryin to find people to share the gospel too...

:)

find a greater purpose being a witness for Christ Jesus, beautiful saviour.!!

tred

come part of me
not let ur voice be raised too high
may you hear me
shh.. for i whisper
walk in but tred softly
you may tred on my dreams
set your eyes away
take not what i'm glancing at
winds of the air
take my breath away
what may my heart beat on
with my very blood flowing through my veins
tred softly

prince charming

as i roll over my bed with a taught
some of my friends have found their prince charming
i have taught when will mine come
although from my mouth i say tht
'men are a waste of time, money and brain power'
oh wells.
i've met all kind of guys
there were moments when i was cloud nine
it was just mere clouds i stood upon
they were temporal
i've always stood to believe and desire
a man who'll love and fear God
a man who has God as number one
if tht priority is made right
his heart will have the compassion to love unconditionally

wow... after watching beauty and the beast
i realize love is not wht the eyes can see to love
but wht the heart knws to love
beyonds what stands before you

i had a wonderful chat session with jessica
tht each may have a moment of celebacy to serve God
then God may bring prince charming in
at the right time

i stand by His word
ALL things works for good to those who love Him
and are called according to His purpose

when you are not looking so hard God will bring him by
:)

portland, oregon

went to mo's and had clam chowder

sigh so sad goin to the beach and it was rainin sniff...

i didn't get to go to the beach i was in the car the whole time and in the restaurant.

oh well at least the food was good hehehe...

BEFORE THAT ... when i touch down portland i went to mulmonah falls wah so super nice

can feels the water droplets in the air

i also went to the tillamack cheese factory and all they do is touch some cheese while the machines do all the work. wow i also wanna work there... :P

this is a nice view. it overlooks the columbia river.wow... everything look so small from where i am.this is the first starbucks.

it's in pike market , seattle.there were some men singin acapelle there.they could really sing. got myself a tall white choc mocha. yum... super sweet

me also went up the space needle ,man.. they really make money,one lift up is 12usd. wow...

this is halle giving me a tight big hug she knew i was leavin soon.

sniff... miss her so much with her silliness heh.. and her making up her own songs

los angeles trip and boise

well hello LA,
i din't really like LA the people aren't as homei as portland :( but i did enjoy myself especially at universal studio and a lil at hollywood walk thats because had uncle weng and aunt traci to come along and teman us :)
this was at the restaurant called bubba gump co. and they sell shrimps i was totally caught by it when i was walking along the street looking a place to eat because this restaurant is inspired by the show called forrest gump. nice show.
tag line: stupid is as stupid does
this is disneyland along the hollywood corner after the great aladdin musical show. the ginie was as funy as he should
mummy on the fairies wheel she got con into the ride thinking it just a mild one but it was NOT TRUE
MUAHAHAHA .... I LIL' gliding here and there
we spent some time at the the tonight show with jay leno wow.. we had robin wiliams in the house along with tenesse williams to publicize the ironman show. it an eyeopener. u can see all the flaws whent u see it on tv its a diff thing hehehe..when commercials are on the musicians will play.
the ski experience was great...!!!
uncle weng was really tryin my skills when i could hardly stop he led me and aunt traci to a steep hill. then aunty traci went"are you crazy she just learn to stop just 2 minutes ago" we were stranded at the top for awhile then i decided there's no way out. i fell alot. almost did a 'yard sa;e' tht is when u fall and all the things on you fall to diff directions. hahaha i enjoyed falling. but the ice was a lil slushy sigh like 7-11 slurpee.
see i made ice balls not snow balls.. hehe

and i also made a snow angel. ola!

cynical

i've believed that everyone belong to a cynical world
they say marvelous and promising things
unfortunately,
they don't mean what they say or say what they mean
my heart had turn cold and sour towards such
i've never believed in words of many till i see with my own eyes
and witness for myself words to deeds
some has surprised me
some has disappointed me
should i continue to show a shut door to those around me
i know what it takes to be vulnerable and love
like a child to face a world cold and unknown
but i'm still going to love those God put around me
because the source of love is agape love
the love i never deserved
yet received by grace