cynical

i've believed that everyone belong to a cynical world
they say marvelous and promising things
unfortunately,
they don't mean what they say or say what they mean
my heart had turn cold and sour towards such
i've never believed in words of many till i see with my own eyes
and witness for myself words to deeds
some has surprised me
some has disappointed me
should i continue to show a shut door to those around me
i know what it takes to be vulnerable and love
like a child to face a world cold and unknown
but i'm still going to love those God put around me
because the source of love is agape love
the love i never deserved
yet received by grace