cynical

i've believed that everyone belong to a cynical world
they say marvelous and promising things
unfortunately,
they don't mean what they say or say what they mean
my heart had turn cold and sour towards such
i've never believed in words of many till i see with my own eyes
and witness for myself words to deeds
some has surprised me
some has disappointed me
should i continue to show a shut door to those around me
i know what it takes to be vulnerable and love
like a child to face a world cold and unknown
but i'm still going to love those God put around me
because the source of love is agape love
the love i never deserved
yet received by grace

sleep over trivia

here they are the crazy ones.
i've sleep over my contruction for this unforgetable moment of a lifetime

it all started with the 5 seniors havin to put on their beautiful barney party hats

they are... B2, gmail, 180, boon boon, yune,

they are... sam, jie min, weng yan, boon yong, yune

they went for a car ride down the highway and byway

tingtong!! arrival at my home

all blindfolded the 5 blind mice marched in line throught the door and was seated

seated in front of the very their own hand made photo frame by the best artist-Jessica kan

with their photo and a lil note by the gifted hands-elisha menon

food was served, wow we were all hungry

well before the 5 blind mice marched in me and b2 were fetchin Hwei su

well we had an episode of 'missing su'

we found at the end while Gideon teman us

as Gideon serenate b2 with the song Jesus loves me

resume... the makan

as their blindfold was taken awaay ola... they see hwei su

SUPRISE!!!

after the makan

touchytouchy sharing time

we shared about how the person on our right has touched us and how cg has touched and changed our life

wow the power of God testified and He used each of us to encourage and build up one another

we were family :) a family of God

warmth by the love of God shown through each of us

muahahhaa.... the best part of the night

we marched the 5 blind mice once more to the garden

SPLOOOSHHHH!!!!

water balloon time

hahahaha... weng weng had a gulp full of the water while

jie min the quickest of all to run in and having taken the blind fold off

left alone Boon Boon still in blindfold and bombs away....

:P

well it was quick how 50 water balloons go when i thut it was more than enuf

Sleep time..Zzzzzz

lots of photos taken

we snozed on the solid wood floor and off we went to slumberland

perhaps....

Perhaps time should never exist,
so moment for mistakes and wrong would never commend.
Perhaps the clock should tick,
So moment to learn and rise would come.

Perhaps the sun should never rise,
so the day for tears and regrets would never feel.
Perhaps the sand in the hour glass should flow,
so I may know what it is to love and to be love.

Perhaps I should never travel on,
so through my walk of life none too close.
Perhaps I should walk on pavement gray
or I'll never meet a friend so dear.

yo...

cute baby.

travel

my heavy feet treds
my pace follows a rhythm
the ticking of the clock
tells me that time
scales my every memory and doing of past,present,future
search my mind
remininscence of sweet rough moments
engraved
friends have come my way
names written on the wall
my light feet treds
my pace follows a rhythm
the summer joy has burst
fun,bliss,happiness
my burden feet treds
my pace follows a rhythm
the winter cold has descend
silence,tears,sadness

the spring life will come
hope,faith,salvation

seasons

reasons, solution,questions

there are so many questions in my head.

there are so many things i want to do

but i'm sometimes unable to do the things i want to do, i do otherwise

is it possible that wht u want to do can contend against wht u need to do

thts possible

i want the best for all

but i'm weak to do the best

all i can do is trust and have faith

in my conductor

i want to play music that will inspire and brings people

out of the black and white keys seen upon the piano,

carry away into the melody and journey a song can bring

shout out loudly

whisper softly

tred slowly

stomp quickly

are you still in ur seat

i sit upon the sand, the sun is setting

his rays draws upon the water

are you still in the room

i stand upon the rock, the water is rising

his white sheet hovers over the sea

can i stay away from the world

can i stay in a land

tests, temptation,trials, turmoils

they visit never

how fragile i'll be if so

how futile life'll be if so

if that is so

as the waters covers the sea

the creators love will cover me always

i will stay in the world

i will build my faith on Petra

my picture

if i could paint everything all over again let me
if you drop your brush on a sheet
given to u , clear white
paint it well
i want God to hold my brush
if i hold it, i may paint pictures that i would pain to see at the end of it
if God holds it , He will paint my future of hope and purpose
i struggle with my brush
the Lordship over it
i paint a picture of a ship
i sail with people i allow to sail along with me
i would want the best for my shipmates
that we may go to great heights
i will sacrifice,
my compass points by His Word
if i be invited to sit on another ship upon invitation
i would wish to be a crew that will drive the ship to righteousness and faithfulness
if i can't do so
i would leave the ship till i may stand worthy
that God will always be my Lord, captain
that i may sail approved,appointed, annointed.