things to do

Ahh... just downloaded this game on my computer and it is turnin into a drug for me
before that, i want to say that i'm HIRED
as a barista again
wow.. 1st day of work back to the usual
legs killing me from standing
break time alone, bored to death walking around and looking for the cheapest food
i haven't started making the drinks yet cos i forgot everything hehehe...
well, hope all would go well
so sad i had to miss church lasat saturday and sunday sniff...
for traning that lasted almost like forever
i find it silly that the headquaters would set such days for training... gee!!
tomorrow working opening shift at 6:50 am
sigh... my beauty sleep

discourse and identity in the cyber world

Although my discourse analysis paper is over. I've come to realize that knowledge can help a person see more and help in maturing a person with that knowledge to make good and rational decisions.
Thomas (2000,2004) a researcher has look into how girls create their desired fantasy identities online. This is done within the power of language, in how they convey and express themselves. It is possible to fake what you are online because no one can see you in person.
This holiday I've been online so much and chatting with friends on MSN. Slowly, I've come to discover myself succumbed to this matter. It's freaky to realize this. A few days ago I met someone who is sick of 'pretenders' in his college. I press to find out why he meant by that. Then I realize that they basically weren't true friends.
Is it possible that in this world of advanced technology people are crippled to create a real identity of themselves. Identites based on good godly principles and values. Everyone wants to be someone, the question is who. As I was watching E! tv, there's a girl who worships Christina Arguilera and she happens to be one of the pussycat dolls. In her endeavour of building her career she begins to realize how silly she was to want to be so much like Christina Arguilera that she miss out being her. Someone original that will freshly attract people to notice you for who you are, different and confident.
My identity. I thank God, that I know my creator. I'm made in His image. In spirit, that is where i should build myself, my spirit man. There's a whole book to build this identity :)

what i've been doing during the holidays

these are my art pieces...
been doin some photo collage for fun.
super bored now, just waiting for a job to fall at my lap :P
hehee...
collage of shots taken from cover shot.
i think i went genting after it
why la, my holiday cannot be as fun
i must think think think now
there's gotta be more fun for this holiday
i miss my koko who plans everything

this piece, is a collection of the Youth outing to the politician's open house
during chinese new year, then we went makan and visiting.
i miss the celebration time.
chinese new year, is the most happening festive moment.
Cos got money.

either than sitting at my computer to rot, i decided to do some sewing.
this is my 'singer'
it's really really old
as it belongs to my granny
really solid and heavy
mum's glad that i've picked her side of genes in learning and enjoying to sew
feel little like dorcas
sewing things and giving to people

this is my little red indian cross-stitch, not finish yet.
made a mistake on the eye... bloopers!!

i made this bag for my kai-che, the new and improved one after making a few for
yenny benny and jessica kan.
dun have a snapshot for them