my earth

yotc+dance

well... it's been crazy week for me
i packed myself with activities that i completely lost myself
being in control
wht are my responsibility
once i start goin online
i can't stop surfing
:(
sniff...

first off youth of the city along with modern dance technique dance workshop
i've learnt' so much from these 2 activities
YOTC-how to manage a program
dance-how to dance and learning to dance through self expresssion
i thut i was in for a hip-hop class but it wasn't, it was 'contemparory' dance
with a little ballet moves in them, whole body ache after the workshop
i've learnt how to move by myself in the way i feel like moving and being creative in movements
hopefully can put them to use in church :P after all the aches and bruises.




this is my prayer team.. we went to subang utama to pray over the school.
parents were invited to come along
you can never imagine the power of prayer and the acceleration of support parents can give
as they pray WITH the youth instead of for the youth
i also went KLPAC to watch sound of silent dreams
mimed by the deaf from YMCA
it was very entertaining
think they did a good job.. speacially the lady tht acted as a frog heh... really funny

updates updates.. the above are photos of the outcome of me egg birdy.
it hatched and flew off already


this is me koko... letting the babies play with the little pond
they really enjoyed it
hehehee.... there were 4 fishes that were swimming inside the pond!!
bet they had a trauma after return again to the aquarium
this is the trip
at desa park city



ladies and gentlemen i present to you the fastest biker

faith

skeptical or cynical
would you want to believe that men are ones that one find hard to have faith in
i was
for awhile
seeing through my eyes and learning from classes through literature and lectures
i had the sudden lost of faith in men
seeing how they can be really easy going and seemingly irresponsible
things changes around when i watched jerry mcguire
how dorothy is in love and decided to love
jerry mcguire
dorothy: i love him laurel, and i don't care what you think about it.
i love him for the man he is and the man he almost is, i love him
wow... i melted when jerry mcguire said" i'm not not letting you get rid of me"
i guess believing in someone and having the patience and perseverance
in seeing that person rise to be a person he/she want to be
there are dissapointment
should one just lose faith and conclude and generalize them that men are hopeless
well... what the bible say is true
love is patient, keep no records of wrong
hopes all things believes all things
love never fail
i have a few close friends after hearing their stories with their companion how they let them down
yet they still want them in their lives
seemingly a package in the relationship matter
it drives them mad but the person drives them down with love, up with frustration
irony...the one who could melt your heart and make your day is also the one
who could crush your heart and dread your day

birdy home in my house

this is the birdy's nest, there only one egg... then

there's two
this is the pitcher to steam milk, the red mark is where u stop, or not the milk will be burn
super love my new camera punya iA(intelligent auto) tht is able to adjust to makro without me doin it woohoo... took this at work. ice grande coffee

my youngest customer

my new camera

ladies and gentlemen i have a new husband, his name is lummy
he's everything to me now, he'll be with me and store down moments with me
whether sad,happy, crazy or saint times he'll record them all to his highest sensitivity
best quality and details
he cost me so much, but i'm willing
i feed on water and air la
just for lummy


Galvin happen to be my first model
a very coorparative model indeed :)

family camp

this is grace and dine.. well all the girls were in the hoodie craze mood so she is one of them
and this here is esther lim the devotion group leader, she did an awesome job, she never seem to amaze me with her abilities-alway trying and learning and teachable :)
that one great virtue reminds me of the proverbs that a wise men takes correction
i took the liberty to put some daddy and son picture, heh-they look really cute togather dun they
i must say that food never taste good unless there's friends to share with then u have them to share them good taste and crazy moment, so this is ling yi and aunty veron thank goodness for her i found nice heong pang hehehe :) and i have ling yi-she admits that she feeds on grass and soil so more for me on the food.
almost everything there is to do is about food in kampar-if not spiritual then physical
this is my devotion group, wow they are one unique bunch very inspiring and amazing to see how God finely and in perfection never failing to mould them and speak into their hearts
i believe to see them women after God's heart
hope to go kampar hotel again, well its the only camp place i dun mind taking my bath more than once hahah and have to problem sleeping. i had the family suite... sweet!

will it happen

there's so much in me that wants to be expressed and shout out
i wish to put them to a tune, dancing along with a melody, sung along with lyrics
but i seem to be jammed, words that flow will not satisfy what i wish to bring forward
they neither rhyme nor flow
there are times a song just come so easily, sometimes they don't
i'm always in awe when i listen to songs
amazed how their voices resound so clearly and beautifully
the words within the lyrics resides in a mystery the message in them
how , how they do it??
do they burst forth in a song through what they see, hear, feel, smell and touch.
i wish i could be them
writing songs and putting them to melodious tunes with a message
all that is heartfelt

things to do

Ahh... just downloaded this game on my computer and it is turnin into a drug for me
before that, i want to say that i'm HIRED
as a barista again
wow.. 1st day of work back to the usual
legs killing me from standing
break time alone, bored to death walking around and looking for the cheapest food
i haven't started making the drinks yet cos i forgot everything hehehe...
well, hope all would go well
so sad i had to miss church lasat saturday and sunday sniff...
for traning that lasted almost like forever
i find it silly that the headquaters would set such days for training... gee!!
tomorrow working opening shift at 6:50 am
sigh... my beauty sleep

discourse and identity in the cyber world

Although my discourse analysis paper is over. I've come to realize that knowledge can help a person see more and help in maturing a person with that knowledge to make good and rational decisions.
Thomas (2000,2004) a researcher has look into how girls create their desired fantasy identities online. This is done within the power of language, in how they convey and express themselves. It is possible to fake what you are online because no one can see you in person.
This holiday I've been online so much and chatting with friends on MSN. Slowly, I've come to discover myself succumbed to this matter. It's freaky to realize this. A few days ago I met someone who is sick of 'pretenders' in his college. I press to find out why he meant by that. Then I realize that they basically weren't true friends.
Is it possible that in this world of advanced technology people are crippled to create a real identity of themselves. Identites based on good godly principles and values. Everyone wants to be someone, the question is who. As I was watching E! tv, there's a girl who worships Christina Arguilera and she happens to be one of the pussycat dolls. In her endeavour of building her career she begins to realize how silly she was to want to be so much like Christina Arguilera that she miss out being her. Someone original that will freshly attract people to notice you for who you are, different and confident.
My identity. I thank God, that I know my creator. I'm made in His image. In spirit, that is where i should build myself, my spirit man. There's a whole book to build this identity :)

what i've been doing during the holidays

these are my art pieces...
been doin some photo collage for fun.
super bored now, just waiting for a job to fall at my lap :P
hehee...
collage of shots taken from cover shot.
i think i went genting after it
why la, my holiday cannot be as fun
i must think think think now
there's gotta be more fun for this holiday
i miss my koko who plans everything

this piece, is a collection of the Youth outing to the politician's open house
during chinese new year, then we went makan and visiting.
i miss the celebration time.
chinese new year, is the most happening festive moment.
Cos got money.

either than sitting at my computer to rot, i decided to do some sewing.
this is my 'singer'
it's really really old
as it belongs to my granny
really solid and heavy
mum's glad that i've picked her side of genes in learning and enjoying to sew
feel little like dorcas
sewing things and giving to people

this is my little red indian cross-stitch, not finish yet.
made a mistake on the eye... bloopers!!

i made this bag for my kai-che, the new and improved one after making a few for
yenny benny and jessica kan.
dun have a snapshot for them

i'm back....

my bucket list...
1....
2...
er-nvm when i do it i'll do it.hehehe...

woohooo... exams are FINALLY OVeR.
having holiday now... Yippy ** hopping around**
i have a rather long bucket list, many domestic items.
People find it weird that i enjoy sewing, cooking and ironically sports as well.
i wanna learn how to play badminton properly but can't find any classes.
these are the items cleared on the bucket list..
1. shirt painting
2. read eccleciastis 11
3. bag sewing
Finding a job. hehehe... dun wanna be a potato like last years sem. break almost felt there were moss growing over me.
Next up, been watching twilight over and over again.
Then, yippydo... i did a family montague of my family trip.
i'm so proud of it, pretty long though.
Ah... my family trip
wonderful trip,loved the weather
the Chan crazy family

the Girls in the familyyummu sandwich by the water fall
it was so nice!! the whole place just me ohana :)
freezing water...
you see, sam suk eat galvin's finger, or he put it inside :P
competition: who is the fattest of them all??


this is the sand king
hai yak!! the sand king attack.
it was funny that gideon just laugh, then the mother had to wash all the sand from his mouth